Monday, August 4, 2008

My untold secret.

Well, readers, it's time you knew the truth. I have no boyfriend. Not that i've said that i do, trust me! But i really wish that i did for a while. but you know what? i think i've found my actual love.

There's a boy in my class named Daniel. I've tried to approach him with the dating question many times, but i've always been too scared and just changed the subject. Then i heard from one of my friends that he had a girlfriend. I'm still wondering if that's true, but hoping that it's not with all my heart. I really like Daniel Estill with my whole being. There's not a day that goes by where I don't think about him.

Jesus Christ, why is all this so much easier to say online than in person? That's just really weird.

So please, Daniel, won't you answer me? I really think that I like you. This isn't some school-girl crush. Please say yes.

-Dawn
The tears are running
Down my face
I'm just through with it-
This race

For your love
If you don't mind
So please don't leave
The love behind------

I'm through with it,
this feeling
of scorn
from me to you
and I'm dying,
Of the state you've left me in.
Now, love.
The race isn't out yet
there are others racing for it
for your love
for you

And I can't believe
I was so stupid
To believe
I had a chance of winning

So don't say to my face that you don't love me.